this monday is a black one!!!!!
at first i had two really good news. i will get my papers from the sport's institute.
and my uncle said that i can move into his apartment during october!
then i called my best friend with who i wanted to move in together and she told me
that maybe it won't work, because her dad said that it would cost too much money
and he won't be able to support her!
but he knew that we wanted to move in together since one year. and now 3 weeks before
our dream will come true, he doesn't want her to go!
i guess he ruined everything!
right now i am so sad, nobody can understand!
one part of my soul just died. cause if my friend and me are not moving in together our friendshuip will be different.
we always did things together, like singing in a gospelchoir or learning how to play the trombone!
but now she will graduate next year (this schoolyear) and after that she will try to get into musician school to became a teacher for piano. so there are no things that we still share.
we now have completly different lives.
the only thing that would have held our close friendschip so close would be sharing an apartment.
and i guess because of her dad that will never going to happen.
it was so out of the blue i still cannot believe it!!!
one of my dreams is just gone. forever.
right now i need to go on with live. i cannot look back. i cannot wait again for ;i don't know how long; just to see if her dad makes up his mind again.
so i guess i need to look for another roommate!
i hope tomorrow will be better!
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